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Tuesday, December 13, 2011, 11:53 PM
Ups and Downs of 2011
Another year has gone by. So fast. It really amazes me that I'll be a quarter century old next year.Well, I think what made this year really memorable was that my heart was broken. Not that it was never broken before. But it was completely shattered. Everytime relationship takes a part of my heart away. It was never and will never be complete. BUT this one was special. I was so certain about this. I was so sure that it will be my "happily ever after". HAHA. It makes me laugh to see that I was so childish and naive. So, yup, I was ditched. And I always tell people, "HAHA. I got ditched yo! I got dumped for radiation! He chose radiation over me! He wanna be the Hulk!!!" Yeah. It's such a joke. Behind that joke, I cried endlessly. I think I really did cry a river. My river is cleaner than the singapore river, in case you're wondering. My quote of the year, was when I met up with him and I asked if he wanted have a LDR. He said no. And, holding back my tears, I said (somewhat shakily), "Well. I really do love you a lot. I love you and I want to see you happy. If the only way for you to be happy is that you go to Japan, then go." IS THAT TOUCHING OR WHAT??? THAT SHOULD BE IN THE MOTHERFUCKING GUINESS BOOK OF RECORDS FOR BEING THE MOST TOUCHING SENTENCE OF THE YEAR! THAT CAME STRAIGHT OUTTA TWILIGHT YO!!!! ummm. yucks. no. It didnt. I hate twilight. I was simply amazed that I managed to say that so calmly and with full sincerity. So yes, that was the BEST LINE of my year. As for my worst, I cant think of any. I say mean things to people every.single.day. Maybe that was my worst line too. Worst because it was downright heartbreaking to say that. I couldnt believe I was so...brave? I could have been a stalker/bitch and bought a tix to go with him BUUUUUUUUT I didnt. DUDE. We're adults. To think about it, I think with every word of that line, what remained of my heart shattered to pieces. SO NOW, YOU CAN'T BLAME ME FOR BEING A HEARTLESS CUNT. *EVIL LAUGHS* |
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