YouLittlesluts
Wednesday, January 31, 2007, 9:41 AM
really tired

I'm really tired, but i still have work to do.

Feels horrible cuz i just took some panadol and worse is that MY WISDOM TOOTH IS HURTING AGAIN.

boo hoo.

anyway

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WANLIN.




Tuesday, January 30, 2007, 3:42 AM
popular demand

hello. i'm back to blog by POPULAR DEMAND. ok lah. steven's demand.

aiya. i'm in sch. (un)happily. trying to do my stuff. but i kinda hate doing stuff alone. i will start to think too much and be sad again.

i have so many things to do but i have so little time...

someone save me again....




Thursday, January 25, 2007, 5:13 AM
here we go again

ok. just finished a project on site mapping. once again, it's like everything went down the drain again. have to redo. AT LEAST, Matthew is nice. really nice.

haiz. i going clubbing tomorrow night. so happy. time to release some stress or weiling is really gonna die. so happy :)))




Friday, January 19, 2007, 11:48 PM
redo redo redo

haiz. thurs wasn't a good day for me.

Colin came into the studio with his colleague, Matthew and he was already scolding us for not being punctual, having bad time management etc etc etc.

I had to go 1st cuz i was sitting nearest to the board. THEN, he started scolding me. Here is goes --
C: "Look at this! Who's work is this!? I can hardly look at it"
W: "erm. it's mine. i'm sorry. i didnt know it will turn out like that"
C: "why did you pin it up when you know you gotta redo?"
W: "huh. redo ahhhh" (for your info, i said kinda softly and naturally)
C: "What do you mean 'huh. redo ah' Don't you have any pride?"
W: "no no. i mean like.."
(interupted by colin) C: "oh you mean you dont have any pride!?"
W: "no. i don't mean it that way. I mean like, I thought it would be better if i just present it first since it's already done. I really didn't know it will turn out like that."
C: "What you mean you didn't know it will turn out like that?"
W: "well. i used wet glue to paste the pictures, but i really didn't know it will be like this. By the time i found out, it was too late. And moreover, i didn't know it looked this bad."
C: "Well. You shouldn't have used wet glue then. And what you mean it's too late when you found out? What time was it when you realised it was like that?"
W: "erm. It was this morning."
C: "Didn't the thought of redoing the panel occur to you?"
W: " I thought i surely will have no time to redo since it was this morning. And moreover, if i wanna redo, i would rather redo it over the weekends."
C: "oh. Who gives you the right to choose when you can redo? you mean you can choose when you wanna redo?"
W: "no. i mean that, i had no time to redo cuz it was this morning, so i would rather present my ideas 1st and then redo it"

Then i can't rmbr what he said. I dont really wanna recall too. It's horrible. I felt so MALIGNED. It's like.. HELLO.. this morning leh. I was already damn tired. I cant even write properly. I cant even see properly. If I redo, it would turn out to be a disaster cuz it will look damn 'rushed', and then in the end, i will still have to redo. so, what's the point?

In the end, it turned out that EVERYONE had to redo cuz it was too technical and has "no analysis". I guess he was really really REALLY in a horrible mood that day. Worse thing was he scolded me in front of Matthew. wtf.

I thought that he was really harsh to say "don't you have any pride?". To me, he didn't put himself in my shoes. You know, to realise that your hardwork was ruined by some STUPID glue. He shouldn't have just scolded me. Prolly he could have said "well. You jolly well not use that glue anymore" Guilt will surely tell me to redo. It was horribly harsh.

At the end of the lesson, his mood got a LITTLE better and he asked us for opinions about his design for this hotel room in Dubai. I thought the idea was cool. way cool. Lazy to describe to you. haha. go ask my studio mates ba.


Anyway, some stuff about now. I feel like i'm in deep shit. Guilt is letting me down. I don't wanna be like this. I feel so confused. I wanna get out from this pile of smelly, stinky, horrible-tasting, puke-intriguing, vomit-forcing pile of deep shit. But I can't. I like it and dislike it at the same time. It's so contradicting. I should stop myself and pull myself out somehow.


Somebody save me.




Monday, January 15, 2007, 6:11 AM
submissions already

wah.

first week. FIRST WEEK. FIRST GODDAMN WEEK!!!!
I GOT SUBMISSION LIAO LEH!!!

Good news is every week, more specifically, every thursday after that, I have submission.

That sucks.

my dear friends, that would very much mean that -----

I CAN CLUB NO MORE.

aiya. ok lah. each submission is 10% ONLY. But 10% is still 10%. What if i need that 10% to get a B?

sorry ppl. I know I'm such a spoiler. But you think I want meh???? I even more sian lah. NO MORE LADIES NIGHTS. super sian lah. every wednesday night when most GIRLS AND GUYS are happily clubbing, hooking up each other and getting hooked up, poor weiling is NOT VERY HAPPILY rushing for submission.

you can can always go without me. please try to understand that weiling is sad enough that she can't go, and when she becomes the root of the problem of others not being able to go clubbing, it's even sadder.

I DON'T WANT THIS TO HAPPEN TOO!!!!

aiya. just go w/o me peeps. update me ya :)))

(as weiling clicks [Publish Post] and knows that her friends are SO gonna read this and they will go w/o her, she secretly rejoices cuz she knows she will save a HELL LOAD of money. DON'T SAY it's not alot. It's not alot for you guys when your cab fare + midnight charge is only about 15 bucks. For me to take a cab home, it costs a freaking 29 bucks. It's near to twice, for goodness sake. After sharing a cab, it still costs alot. alamakkkk)




Tuesday, January 09, 2007, 12:08 AM
NEW YEAR

it's the start of a new semester already

i'm in a different studio now. But VERY VERY luckily, Gilbert and Ying Ying got into the same studio as me. There's Ren Tian and Ivan in my studio also. WAHHH. GILBERT AND RENTIAN LEH. standard just went up by 100%.

the location of my studio has changed too. It's kinda like in the middle of nowhere. Nearer to the toilet and lightboxes though. But not too near to the main entrance and lift leh. hahah.

BUT THERE IS THIS STUPID GUY FROM THE PLACE JUST NEXT TO MY STUDIO PLAYING THESE SUPER DUPER AWFUL AND EERIE AND CREEPY AND HORRIBLE SONGS FUCKING LOUDLY AS THOUGH THIS IS HIS HOUSE! I TELL U. I FEEL LIKE JUST THROWING UP MY LAPPO AT HIM NOW. IT'S LIKE KNNBCCB WTF BIBIBABIBU LAH.

SO i decided to compile some RnB CLUBBING songs COUNTER ATTACK HIM LAH.

Actually, Ren Tian also not much better. He plays these really sleepy and lullaby-like songs OR some weird weird eerie songs.

WHY CAN'T NORMAL PEOPLE ENJOY NORMAL SONGS LIKE JAY CHOU OR RnB!!??

someone please enlighten me.

OH. I know already. It's cuz they're abnormal lah. Simple.

The horrible songs played by that stupid malay guy is making my head hurt. knn. I shall no waste my lappo on him. I decided to just throw the wood that Gilbert left behind at him.

CHEAP? check.
LARGE IN SIZE? check.
HEAVY? check.
DEADLY WITH SHARP EDGES? check. (maybe i should sharpen the edges at the workshop)
KILLS IN THE MINIMUM NUMBER OF THROWS? check.
CAN WEILING LIFT IT UP AND HURL IT AT HIM? check.
WILL IT DESTROY HIS SPEAKER OR WHATEVER AS WELL? check.
DOES WEILING HAVE AN ALIBI THAT SHE IS NOT AROUND? shit. no. will check again.
DOES WEILING HAVE A MASK TO COVER HER IDENTITY? i can make one now. so, check.

ok. going to hurl that shit on him now.

lookout for the headlines later peeps.




Thursday, January 04, 2007, 11:26 PM
watecolor insects

haiz

i hate watercolor.

i hate landscape watercolor.

i hate insects and worms.

i hate it when ppl shoot me and ask me to shut up. it's not like you will like it when ppl say that to you.

i hate it when i'm goddamn fucking poor.

i need some retail therapy also cannot.

i hate watercolor. cuz i really cant paint.

haiz. shall not be concerned overwhelmingly anymore.when i care, others think i kaypo. maybe i shouldn't even care about others.
i shall watch, observe, not warn them, then let their predator kill them slowly, then i stand one side and laugh, and say "OBI QUACK".

next time i also act like i know le. everything just act blur. maybe things will be better. heh.
shall go back to the miss-sotong. even though i really really know, i also wont say.

should be better that way. maybe ppl will be happier. heheh.

HEH HEH HEH.

think i going to the polyclinic to use the nebuliser tmr. i coughing till i dying soon.

weeping says that he will bring me go buffet on sunday. *smiles*




7:47 AM

li·a·bil·i·ty /ˌlaɪəˈbɪlɪti/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[lahy-uh-bil-i-tee] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation
–noun, plural -ties.
1.
liabilities,
a.
moneys owed; debts or pecuniary obligations (opposed to assets).
b.
Accounting. liabilities as detailed on a balance sheet, esp. in relation to assets and capital.
2.
something disadvantageous: His lack of education is his biggest liability.
3.
Also, li·a·ble·ness. the state or quality of being liable: liability to disease.

As a friend, I can just say that driving outside isn't very much the same as when an instructor is beside us. I admit I ain't a good driver and many of you guys really shouldn't tumpang my car, but an experience person to guide you is better than nothing. An extra eye helps you to watch out for things you might not see. To you, everything seems easy. That may only be for now. But I may be wrong too.

I don't want you to pay a price for any accidents that may happen, that may add to your burden.

I don't wanna see you regret later.

I know you wanna drive your family around during new year. But I'm sure you don't wanna spoil your joyous mood if anything happens.

It's good to hear that your dad will be beside you, I'm just telling you not to drive alone.

I know I am LOH SO, but I'm just concerned about you. You might take it as being Kaypo.

Since you feel that I "BLOODY ASSUME", I shall not mention anything about you and your love for driving anymore.

I know you may SHOOT ME TILL I DIE for writing this post. HUR HUR HUR.

But I just want you to know, I just don't wanna see anything bad happen to you. Just like how I don't wanna see happen to my babes. (e.g. tourmie)

(haiz. just to let you know, what i'm saying now is what i have cooped up in my mind for a long time. i know i owe u alot (monetarily and NUS-ly), i will pay back soon =/ )

in the meantime, jia you jia you! hav fun! good luck! HAW HAW HAW




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