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Tuesday, June 29, 2010, 11:58 PM
This is dedicated to my dear agent, D.
I'M MOTHERFUCKING DU LAN RIGHT NOW.Ok. Lemme explain why I'm feeling so angry. Bout 2 months ago, I went for a casting for an upcoming event for a certain casino in singapore (THERE'S ONLY 2. SLOWLY GUESS) That event is supposed to be an ongoing thing which means that there's work almost everyday from mid June to July. I went for the casting, I thought I did well and turned out that, I was only in the 2nd priority list. "What priority list?" you must be thinking. So... according to my agent, D... there're 2 lists of girls who are so called "priority girls". The 1st list are of more "priority" than the 2nd and lao niang is in the 2nd. And we were told to submit our dates of availability (in order to plan our work schedule). I submitted 3 freaking weeks and my agent actually complained "SO FEW DAYS!?" HELLO??? JUNE SUBMITTED 4 DAYS NIA HOR!!!??? NABEI. Ok. Cut the long story short, I waited for days... to weeks and I never seemed to get ANY SINGLE MOTHERFUCKING DAY. Some girls who were in the 2nd priority list like me GOT A FEW DAYS TO WORK HOR!!! Nabei. All I hear is "client likes this group of girls." or "I'll try to slot you in" or "there're still somemore days mah" or "so many days, sure will have your chance one lah" . BUT, believe me, NONE OF THESE WORDS CAME TRUE. Indeed there were a lot of girls, however, many of them were slackers (or so I heard). You, as an agent, knew about how troublesome or lazy some of them were. BUT YOU CHOSE NOT TO DROP THEM AND GIMME A SINGLE CHANCE?! SERIOUSLY, YOU TELL ME WHETHER I SHOULD BE ANGRY NOT??? I don't think I've performed badly for any of your events before. I understand that the client likes some of the girls, but, wassup with those empty promises then? Ok. Perhaps I've exaggerated, you didn't make any promises. BUT those words gimme hope. It's like waiting patiently each week, HOPING that it's finally MY TURN to work but, no. I don't see my name. WEEK AFTER WEEK. In fact, I see names of girls whom I heard bad stories about inside. OMG. NABEI. YOU SHOULD KNOW I'LL NEVER DO THOSE THINGS THEY DO LOH!!!!!!! I'm fucking disappointed. Really. You tell me "Dont be disheartened." YOU THINK I WONT BE MEH??? UNCLE. LAO NIANG GONNA START WORK IN 2 WEEKS LIAO. I'M GONNA STOP MODELLING SOON. YOU THINK I WONT BE DISHEARTENED MEH??? HEARING ALL MY OTHER FRIENDS GET THE JOB AND EVEN WHEN I'M IN THAT FUCKING LIST, I WAS LEFT OUT, YOU TELL ME WHETHER I SHOULD BE DISHEARTENED??? Seriously, you tell me lah, I go casting FOR FUCK? I get into the "priority list" FOR FUCK? I submit my schedule FOR FUCK? IN THE END ALSO NEVER GET ANYTHING!!!??? RIGHT OR NOT? I'd rather you tell me right from the start that I DIDNT GET THE JOB than to gimme false hope. FALSE HOPE THAT LED TO MY EXTREME DISAPPOINTMENT NOW. So, you tell me lah, HOW SHOULD I TRUST YOU NEXT TIME? Why should I even go for ANY castings under your agency in the future? What if you decide to play me out again?? e.g. "Oh ya... you got the job... but I will 'try' to slot you in." then *cricket sounds for weeks* Nabei. DISCLAIMER: I know you're in a difficult spot too. Client likes the current batch of girls. No extra uniforms etc etc (YOUR OTHER LOAD OF EXCUSES). But YOU yourself know that some of the girls are not up to standard (performance wise) and you refuse to drop them. WAH LAU EH. YOU SAY LAH, SHOULD I BE DULAN? THIS IS UNFAIR *bawls like a kid* |
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