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Thursday, March 15, 2007, 10:58 AM
tired thoughts
sometimes i really wonder why people can be so two-faced.well. on one hand, you're telling me you understand and all those stuff, and then the next moment, you come and backstab me. NO. not backstab. criticize/insult/scold me. ok lah. i should have known you're a 2 headed snake all along. and there's one person who said he will wait for me no matter how long and whatever whatever, and now, you're like criticizing me so sarcastically. it's so childishly funny or funnily childish. you know what. now at least i know i'm happy. cuz i showed him respect. i respected that we just broke up and although me and david took lotsa photos and stuff, i didnt post any of them up on friendster. my friendster status was "it's complicated.". i respectED him. i still wear the ring he gave me cuz he told me not to take it off. well. that was past tense. i guess he dont deserve my respect. and i really should stop wearing the ring cuz whatever that he once said was really... crap. i mean, look, all those "wait for you for 10 yrs" and blah blah blah... it's already a lie cuz you're already "shooting" at me, so, maybe the ring thing is too. hah. but at least i knew, i showed him respect. and now he isn't. he is just acting all childish. and so is his friend. i thought at least his friend understands. nope. he dont. and he is equally as childish. and so is my own friend. it's not like i'm all slutty and all. i didnt immediately changed my status to "ATTACHED" nor put up any photos. at least i tried to keep whatever relations i have with david "private". i didnt show him off. it's not like i dont know it's my bad for dumping him. so what if he is a fucking shit head scum bag. at least he is better than you guys. seriously. david wins hands down. so, thanks for your personal msgs and nicks on msn. i mean, if i can DITCH you for a fucking shit head scum bag, means you're WORSE than a fucking shit head scum bag, nerd. sigh. it all starts with my good friend's "betrayal". i dont understand why, when i know so much about all your untold stuff, you still wanna betray me, w/o any fear that i might just do the same? but i wont. anyway, i'm just really disappointed. to many, i'm already a bitch. so, i dont really care. and nope, i'm having a fever, not pregnant. well. it actually hurts. to see things turn so sour. i'm too tired to retaliate or get pissed. david told me not to either. he said it's equally as childish. and i think so too. so... *yawn* try harder ba. |
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